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Death at last, Jason thought, as the rope tightened around his neck. He accepted the pain as a minor inconvenience, an unfortunate discomfort he had to endure while his life came to an end. He hoped his attacker possessed the resolve to finish the job, before a guard had a chance to stop him.
The prison chaplain once said that Emily would be waiting for him in paradise, a belief Jason didn’t share and thought was nothing but tired nonsense. A fairy tale for the bereaved that he wanted to be true but knew wasn’t. The preacher’s hollow words of comfort had no effect on the sickening sting of grief. Jason had concluded that the universe was indifferent to life, and of death, no doubt, cared even less. It wasn’t through a lugubrious veil of depression with which he saw the world; this was an unequivocal acceptance that life was abhorrent with no meaningful purpose, so why put off the inevitable. The eternal void was in the next room, …
No sleep, but fun
One of my many geeky hobbies is messing around with 3D modeling and playing within virtual worlds of my own creation. I’m by no means a professional, not even close, but it can be a fun way to see hours of my life vanish without a trace—I’ve lost track of the amount of days that have blended seamlessly into the next, without a chance for me to pay homage to my bed. So, when I realised that a book trailer could be another means by which to shout about my novel from the digital rooftops, I thought, cool! I can do that.
While the Ama manuscript was off being checked by Richard Sheehan (A professional Copy-editor and Proofreader), I set to work creating a book trailer. Oh dear… Grand plans, high hopes, and an awful lot of banging my head against the nearest wall. I’m happy with the end result, but it’s far from the storyboard I’d sketched out within my tormented brain. The original idea was for a lot more animation, compl…
These are some early test renders I made while learning how to use Blender, Makehuman, and GIMP to make the book trailer for my novel Ama. If you have read it you will know that some of these images differ from the descriptions in the book. The temple for instance, does not look like the one in these images. This is because it took quite a while, and a lot of head scratching, to learn how to do certain things within Blender that would enable me to mirror the book. Click here to find out more about the Ama book trailer.
He found himself once again sitting on the dead grass of his front garden, next to the feet of his familiar garden ornament. He looked past the statue and saw two new additions, identical in every way to the first. He now had three of Lilith’s flowers for company. The lives I’ve killed? he wondered. Is that what these dreams, these visions are? A moment of a possible life; someone who may have lived until I erased that possibility from existence?
“…it’s a gem. It’s not who you killed in life. They’re done and dusted. It’s the ones you’ve stopped from having a life.”
He looked down at his legs and realised he was naked. He rubbed his knees: no broken bones, and there were no marks to show there ever had been. He felt his nose and mouth. No cuts, no stitches. No souvenir to show he had suffered at the hands of Xavier, and no evidence of being cremated …